Abstract
Autumn is here
April the ‘cruelest month’
calling from the corner of the calender
Farewell dear
From the withering memories
That winds the autumn trees
Leaves and buds
Peaches and petals
Falling slowly like worn out words
Where will I start….
Images
Like the pieces of the
shattered windscreen on the highway
Stirring the past present and the future
In chaotic order
May I know You
Up
To
The
Root?
Please leave me…
I had enough
Enough of ridiculed hopes
Enough of rejected love
Enough of resenting looks
Winter is white like my father's beard
Breast milk is no more sweet
split and sore
Offer me a glass of wine
I don't want any more cocktails
Dissemble the world
Drop the needle
It is with HIV blood
Memories are like a stranded body
In the head on collision scene
Broken skull, spilling brain
dripping stream of blood
d20 ∗
Alma street ∗
CTO ∗
the winter of the cold electrodes
over the temples
ready
go….
Easter
Australia day
the fireworks on the riverbed
time out…….
Ice cream
The white and cold snow
Flowing through the crevices of mind
Let me go… let me go…
life, already in the second half
life, almost in the vacant half
faces faded in the distant past
faces buried in the grieving heart
A life stuck to the pills
Bitter and betraying
Let me go… let me go…
Please show me the exit door
The last one
Opening to nowhere
(Or may be everywhere)
Footnotes
∗Psychiatric wards.
∗Community treatment order.