Identifying silences and assumptions related to particular samples
4.1 As discussed, one of the purposes of undertaking the QSA of data described in this paper was to compare substantive and methodological approaches to, and implicit conceptualisations of, a relatively ‘ordinary sample’ with those produced in previous work with relatively ‘vulnerable’ samples. This analysis reinforced certain perceptions but also suggested revealing, and sometimes uncomfortable, ‘silences’ and unexamined assumptions in this previous work.
4.2 Reading through the SAF interview transcripts suggested that several participants lived affluent and privileged lives. However, some had experienced more difficult circumstances including poverty, living in rundown flats and areas, parental mental and physical ill-health, difficult family reconstitutions and frequent house moves. Elements of these interviews recalled those of many PSM participants. For example, a few respondents spoke in sensory terms of disliking where they lived:
I don't really like this house … I think it's too small and don't like the decoration … it's horrible (Lizzie at 15).
4.3 Anne
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, who attended breakfast club at her school at 11, was in trouble with the police at 15 and who had run away from home several times by 17, was ‘embarrassed’ by where she lived and wished that Child Benefit could be increased so that her house could be ‘fixed up’ more. She had a keen sense then of where the money in her household came from and of disadvantage as a result of living in a council house in a deprived, urban area:
Oh my gosh! It will be a lot easier for her (niece) cos my sister has got a house and she lives in a nice area but with me I lived in a council house and it wasn't such a nice area… someone got shot down [the local street] the other day.
In Anne and other respondents’ cases, less privileged home circumstances were further indicated in the texture of their photographs which suggested few possessions, poor quality furniture, and rooms requiring paint and possibly better insulation or heating.
4.4 The issue of poverty was not probed however, and in the SAF data generally, discussion of other ‘difficult’ issues, including violence and family conflict, were de-limited. The SAF data contains striking accounts of the effects of street violence on the lives of inner city, particularly London, respondents. DJ Kizzel (at 14) recounted having been shot in the neck with a BB gun; Jay's brother had been severely beaten up. In her first interview, Alannah spoke of an acquaintance who was in a coma as a result of a stabbing. In her second interview at 18, she explained: If
I go to [inner-city area
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] it's if I'm just going to pick up something quickly from a shop… or whatever and only during the day.
4.5 At 13, Louise was also very conscious of the need to avoid certain areas:
I have to get off the bus right outside there [a ‘rough’ estate]. That's why I don't come home late. Because I always think there might be someone there…Or I get off in [local street], where [friend] gets off, and then I walk up.
4.6 Respondents living close to such areas distanced themselves narratively from reports of violence in several ways; young women emphasised that it only happened to boys, some implied that the person attacked deserved it, or that they themselves were protected as they knew the people and bus routes in their area. Such distancing was more difficult for more working class respondents (Anne, Allie, Lizzie, Jazzy, Louise), however, in whose accounts the violence seemed ‘closer’, and a sense of perceived threat seemed to grow over the course of their interviews. At 19, Louise was no longer so sure that she could avoid trouble:
In [local shopping centre] someone got stabbed…it's only like five minutes away from my house and that's not even anyone who's done anything wrong…that could be me for looking at someone wrong.
4.7 It was noticeable that these accounts were produced in response to questions that located safety concerns outside rather than inside the home. Respondents were asked questions such as ‘Are there any areas that you don't feel particularly safe (or comfortable) in?’ The use of the word ‘area’ rather than ‘place’ and the location of these questions among others relating to the surrounding area may have discouraged consideration of whether or not the respondents felt safe in their homes. The SAF project was of course particularly focused on intra-generational relationships, and, as will be discussed, did analyse sibling conflict. However, certain episodes that might have hinted at more difficult family circumstances remained unprobed.
4.8 Richard, a relatively privileged young man, related:
RICHARD: I ran away from home a year and a half ago.
INT: Did you?
RICHARD: I ended up staying at my grandma's house … for a couple of months, …and it was me being not having to do chores and being nagged and me coping with buying food and doing whatever I want …
4.9 After this exchange, the interview moved on, perhaps because the interviewer felt under time pressure to cover questions related to the core purpose of the project, or perhaps they judged that ‘running away’ was an overly dramatic label for this event. Reading through Allie's interviews however led to a cumulative sense of recognition of a home environment similar to that of many of the PSM respondents. The poverty of her home circumstances was suggested by her photos, but Allie also related how she found it difficult to be with the rest of her family especially her mother, spent most of her time in her room, did not often bring friends to her ‘embarrassing’ home and preferred to stay out of the house ‘Most of the time yeah because I don't like being here …’
4.10 A secondary analyst cannot know the answer to why certain issues were not probed further. Given the stated focus of the study, it may be that the researcher felt that consent had not been given to discuss parental relationships, or that pursuing such issues might have caused distress. Indeed the project guide points to some respondents’ disarray on receipt of a Childline leaflet (Weller & Edwards 2011: 27). However, in a study with a ‘vulnerable’ sample, a researcher would have felt under great pressure to explore such accounts further, having previously discussed such issues at length with ethics committees and agencies working with the participants. Such observations also raise the problem identified by Gillies (2000) that often more isolated difficult accounts within ‘ordinary’ samples are not written up and, as such, the complexity and pain within ‘ordinary’ families may be under-estimated.
4.11 Similarly, re-reading previous work in the light of the SAF data raised difficult questions in relation to the PSM projects. For example, the relative directness of some questioning used with respect to some potentially very sensitive issues, including whether or not parents had been violent or otherwise abusive, was troubling and avoided in the SAS study. The SAF analysis also suggested some important omissions in the PSM work, and in particular, the importance of homework and extra-curricular activities in the respondents’ lives. Most SAF respondents emphasised how much time they spent on such activities, encouraged by parents and helped by or helping siblings and friends, often employing a language reminiscent of paid work in these accounts:
Monday I do piano; Tuesday I do tennis and swimming; Wednesday I do swimming; Thursday I do tennis and Friday is my day off (Carl at 12).
IZZY: I have quite a busy week actually because on Tuesday I have band practice at six. On Wednesday I teach a ballet class for Grade 1, …and me and [friend] are doing it for a Duke of Edinburgh Award for like voluntary work. On Thursday I have I have Woks which is the singing-choir thing at my school and then [YAP?] and then I have dance.
INT: What's YAP?
IZZY: A Drama class. Woks is from 3.30 to normally 4.30 and Yap is from 5.00 to 6.00 and my dance is 6.15 to 7.30, which is like always really stressful and I have no time at all. On Friday I just go out (at 14).
4.12 As with parental relationships in the SAF study, these activities were not the major theme of the PSM projects, and the interviews were sometimes constrained by time commitments. Further, favourite activities, qualifications and future aspirations were addressed, often leading to discussions of activities of which respondents were proud. However, it is possible that unexamined assumptions as to the participants’ likely educational trajectory might have influenced this omission. Further, it may be that through such omissions, this absence might have contributed, however unintentionally, to a sense that education is less important to, or less worthy of study with, young people from difficult family backgrounds. Similarly, the inclusion of more questions relating to the young people's own drug use than to their education in one of these projects suggests a failure to stand back sufficiently from the funders’ risk-focused agenda. This process of secondary analysis therefore suggested the importance to data production of initial conceptualisations of research samples, by funders, ethics committees and (different) researchers, as well as the potential ‘political’ consequences of these in terms of reproducing stereotyped perceptions of certain groups (Heaphy 2008).
Interrogating and developing key conceptions
4.13 Analysing the SAF data also helped to confirm the relevance of, but also to interrogate and develop a more nuanced approach to central substantive concerns of the developing SAS project, including the researchers’ conceptualisations of belonging, and of ‘home’ spaces.
4.14 First, this analysis confirmed the importance accorded to noise in constructing normative understandings of both places and family life, identified in the PSM work (Wilson et al. 2012). A certain amount of noise was viewed as intrinsic to family:
I don't think I'd like to come home to NO noise … obviously I do when I come home late but it's nice to just sit down in the front room and watch ‘Big Brother’ with everyone (Alannah at 17).
4.15 However, here too, it was important that these noise levels were controlled. The most common response to a general question, ‘What about any rules around the house?’, asked in the first wave of SAF projects, highlighted how rules on making noise were perceived as critical to trying to live together and with neighbours:
If you can hear my music outside my bedroom then it's too loud (Anne at 11).
You take your shoes off when you come in … Try not to make too much noise because of the neighbours. They're not angry people, they're nice people, but it's just so we don't disturb them (Felix at 10)
4.16 Conversely, unwanted noise was perceived as anti-social, a means through which to avoid social interaction. Louise viewed her oldest brother as wanting to cut himself off from the rest of the household, through the music blaring from his bedroom. Similarly, JazzyB (at 14) was intensely aware of how being ‘loud’ might be judged in her (new) local area:
I think if we're loud then I think they will think that we're naughty but if we're quiet I think they will think we are all good children.
4.17 However, the SAF data also enabled the author to identify and re-think her assumptions around other aspects of belonging in ‘ordinary’ family contexts. In particular, while most SAF respondents did not question that they belonged where they lived, this work highlighted considerable ambivalence towards and conflict within home spaces, and identified how belonging might be attached to a range of objects and spaces both within and beyond a conventional, singular home space.
4.18 SAF participants’ ambivalence as regards home spaces often related to their lived experience of the size, repair and location of their homes, parent-child power relationships, the transient nature of young people's expected presence in the home, and the demands of school and of the economy. In some cases concurrent understandings of the home as a ‘haven’ but also as an economic asset which might need to be sold, and as a place parents also work became clear. As Alannah (17) pointed out in relation to the ‘living room’:
It aint’ really a family area this room because my mum is usually working.
4.19 Such pressures resulted in everyday conflict between family members around the limited space and resources available. In contrast to idealised portrayals of family life, those happiest with their homes were often the minority who could retire to bedrooms (or sheds) they did not have to share to watch TV or play computer games. For example, Ash was particularly fortunate in that there was a shed containing a drumkit, sound system, sofa and blinds at the bottom of the garden of his parents’ small suburban, terraced house (also visible in the photos):
so if I want my own space from my mum and dad, where sometimes I can do things that I'm not allowed to do in the house …then I'll go down there for my own time.
4.20 Many respondents felt pushed out of common areas especially in the evenings and at other times too, if parents worked from home, as in Alannah's case, or did not work. Most respondents also had to share a bedroom at some point, while others had to store things in siblings’ rooms because of a lack of space. Often these situations led to arguments with parents stepping in to try to resolve them (Gillies and Lucey 2006; Lucey 2013). For example:
most of my toys and stuff are in his bedroom because [mine] is really small, and he goes ‘Hurry up! You've got ten seconds … And I hope you don't mind me saying this, but, if I take too long, then ..he might push me a bit, and he might shove me. … Well my mum … starts shouting. And my dad starts shouting [in deeper voice]. ‘He can go into the room whenever… he can play the play station whenever he wants!’ (Ash at 9, prior to the shed).
4.21 Holly (at 13) complained about sharing a room with her younger sister, the lack of privacy and unwanted noise this entailed, and the resultant pillow fights:
the fact that we share a room just adds to the way that she can annoy me. Like ..she'll still be up when I get into bed and then she'll start singing [said with vehement frustration] and it gets really irritating. Last night we had a pillow fight, whacking each other…
4.22 Varying degrees of violence between siblings seemed to be somewhat, if not quite, normalised therefore. For example, Izzy (at 15) coyly distinguished the level of violence involved in her scraps with her sister from those of her friends:
I've never been in a violent argument. Well me and my sister will probably thump each other on the leg or shove each other but I would never punch her hard in the face… like some of my friends.
Meanwhile, Lizzie (at 11) distanced herself, but not her sister, from the use of considerable force:
And sometimes she starts pulling my hair and biting and hitting me and kicking me.
4.23 The conflicts and the lack of privacy highlighted by many respondents, and the potentially temporary nature of their status within the ‘family home’, further influenced their sense of belonging in particular spaces at different times, and the range of spaces in which they felt they belonged. Further, this experience seemed to shape a different aesthetic of space and belonging to that of adult family members, often focused on small, personalised spaces or particular objects. For example, since many respondents did not have their own rooms, concerns for privacy and personalisation were focused on smaller spaces such as a bed, or on an object such as the private box also mentioned by Allie (at 9):
INT: And in your bedroom have you got a space that's a more private space [that older sister] isn't allowed to go into?
ALLIE: My bed, my desk. I have this box that says [name] on it and my dad carved it and she's not allowed to go into that.
4.24 Maya (6), who shared a bedroom with two siblings, also identified a ‘squashy’ place that was particularly hers, at least while she was small enough to fit into it:
INT: So have you got any special place that's just yours and nobody else's..?
MAYA: Sometimes I go in there.
INT: In that cupboard?
MAYA: Yeah.
4.25 These accounts helped therefore to interrogate more idealised assumptions of family life within conventional home spaces pointing to an ‘ordinary’ desire for a degree of spatial autonomy from family, within a sense of belonging to it. Similarly, several respondents delighted in a kind of temporal autonomy at times of the day when other family members were out. Jay recounted standing in front of the big mirror in her mum's room; ‘with my brush …singing and acting like an idiot [laughs]’. For Malaky (at 11) too, the times she felt alone in the house were special:
In the morning I don't really see anyone cos it's after my dad has gone and before my brother is up …I do love being in the house on my own.
4.26 In addition to identifying a concern for temporary and spatial autonomy within the home, the SAF analysis also suggested a different ‘home’ aesthetic to that of parents, reflecting the young people's relative lack of decision-making power there. For example, photos of bedrooms often focused on electrical, musical (computers, mobile phones, i-pods), and sporting equipment rather than representing any holistic or conventionally ‘homely’ sense of the room. On reflection, this ‘smaller’, and what seemed initially to be a cold, impersonal, focus may be related in part to the young people's lack of control over the decoration of their bedrooms. Holly, notably, complained about the ‘irritating’ purple colour on the walls of her room in each of her interviews. In her third interview she was excited as her room was to be repainted at last. It became clear however that this decision reflected her parents’ decision to sell the house rather than her long-standing complaints.
4.27 At the same time, the importance of these electrical objects sometimes related to the young people's concern to gain some aesthetic control over their environment. For example, Richard's photos emphasised the computer and i-phone through which he could create his own world through listening to music:
INT: How important is it to you to have your own space at home?
RICHARD: Considerably I would say. Like moving in my own little world of music and stuff (at 18).
4.28 This analysis also helped to break down an implicit notion of belonging focused on a singular domestic space. For example, in addition to providing the possibility of aesthetic control, several of these items also related to the participants’ contacts, interests and identities outside of the home. Unlike in the pictures of living rooms there were few family photos, but some of friends, alongside posters of sports teams and bands. Some of the electronic equipment was also used to maintain contacts outside of the home through social networking, texting or talking on the phone:
INT: How often do you use MSN then?
JAY: Every day [laughs] 1 or 2 hours per day (at 15).
4.29 As such the young people's aesthetics often highlighted connections beyond their homes and families. Such connections are often associated with young people's developing identities and independence. However, they may also reflect an appreciation that while their time living at home may be limited, these items were really ‘theirs’ and in some ways they thus provided a potentially more permanent sense of home or of ‘belonging’ in the sense of ownership.
4.30 Further, the SAF respondents’ sense of ‘belonging in or to’ was not limited to one bricks and mortar space but often included friends’ houses. Sometimes, as in the PSM studies, such arrangements related to difficult home circumstances. A friend of Jazzy's had spent some time living at her house after having been beaten up by her father. Allie, at 17, spoke of having a sometimes better relationship with a friend's mother than with her own:
She pays for a lot of things that my mum doesn't do so..and I feel like I can talk to [friend's] mum about anything really…but I wouldn't be able to tell my mum anything.
4.31 However, such arrangements did not always relate to more difficult home circumstances. Holly spoke of ‘living’ at a friend's house and laughed that this friend's mother referred to her as her ‘other daughter’. At 14, Danielle spent a lot of time at the house of a friend whose family attended the same church and summer festivals:
I have my own bed at their house. It's an ‘under-bed’ but she can barely be bothered to put it away…practically always it's there and I leave clothes at their house and get clothes from her older sister and stuff.
4.32 By 16 she was spending even more time at this friend's place:
I get out of the house as much as possible now. I used to do it quite a lot when I was younger but like I can now leave pretty much and round to my friend's and spend a lot of time there.
4.33 This analysis had an important influence on the development of the SAS project. Notably, it reinforced the potential significance of objects. It further indicated that belonging should not only be explored with respect to conventional, or even exclusively indoors, places and that the aesthetic associated with these spaces might be significant. In addition, it prompted a more nuanced re-evaluation of the (even greater) time spent by many PSM respondents at friends’ houses. The SAF analysis indicated that such practices were not exclusive to young people in more difficult circumstances, but commonplace. This insight therefore suggested their importance to the PSM respondents lay not only in having access to such alternative, safer, more ‘home-like’ places elsewhere in which to spend time generally associated with home life, but that these practices could be presented as ‘normal’.